To start of with, I have Asperger's syndrome. It's a mild form of autism. It rarely affects me, expect I have difficulty reading people.
However, I think I might be suffering from some kind of bipolar disorder on top of that. I'm not sure, I'm not a doctor, but most of what I can find about it, fits.
From time to time, I'll have periods where I do a hell of a lot of work. And, like right now, I'l have periods where I just can't work. My brain freezes up. It's more then just not feeling like working. I literally can't think. My mind feels jumbled, chaotic. I can't focus or concentrate, I'm slightly depressed even.
And of course this happens one of those blargh-ish episodes strikes right before I need to hand in a lot of projects.
The morale of this story is...
If you think something's wrong with you, don't drag it out. Go find help. That's what I plan to do the next time I go home.
In the meantime, here's something to show you all how I feel.
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